R2R2R – Crossing the Grand Canyon and Back


Grand Canyon National Park, AZ – October 25, 2023

3:50am – The alarm goes off. I feel like I haven’t slept at all. I tried to go to sleep at 10pm last night, but I’ve barely dozed off, coming in and out of consciousness throughout the night. My watch says I’ve gotten 30 min of deep sleep over 4 hours. I got this new watch specifically for this trip. My old watch had a battery life of about 7 hours, which obviously wasn’t going to be enough. This watch is much fancier than my old watch. It’s got all these bells and whistles and data tracking and sleep pattern. For the last few days I’ve been doing HRV tests in the morning, comforted by the fact that my watch has been telling me that I’m “ready for peak performance”. This morning I don’t do the test. I feel nauseous and out of it. I don’t need my watch to tell me I should stay in bed.

Instead I think back on times when I’ve had to deal with jet lag. Eating and drinking water usually helps my body stay alert. So that’s what I do. I eat dry granola straight out of the pack. I drink a big glass of water. That seems to do the trick.

4:30am – Deanne, Dasha, Wiebke and I are all dressed, running packs on, and pretty much ready to go. The earliest Park shuttle this time of year starts at 5am from the Visitor Center. We want to be at the trailhead by 5, so we call a cab. You can’t book one ahead of time as we found out last night, but apparently, this early in the morning it’s easy enough to get a ride.

4:37am – Cab is here to pick us up. The excitement is growing. Radio in the car is playing “We will rock you”, seems like an appropriate song to start this day.

4:50am – We’re at the trailhead. Last bathroom break before we start going down. I don’t really feel nervous anymore, I’m ready to go.

5:00am – We’re shuffling down South Kaibab trail. It’s still complete darkness, except for our headlamps lighting the way. The trail is narrow and rocky and we can’t quite see the drop on our right side, but we know it’s a big one. “Hug the wall” and “Stay on the mountain side” become our first couple of mantras for the day. The excitement is palpable, we can’t wait for the sun to start coming up.


6:17am – We’ve already been on the trail for 1 hour, but we’re pretty slow-moving in the dark. The sky has been slowly getting brighter on the open side of the trail. We’ve jogged passed the Ooh Aah point without seeing much of the view, but now the trail is becoming clearer, and the vistas start to reveal themselves. We stop at every bend, every switch back to take in the views and snap the first or many photos of the day.


We get to the short switch backs at Skeleton Point, just short of 5km. The Grand Canyon National Park official trail information says that you “Should not go past this point as a day hike”. There’s also an illustration of a guy puking. I think they’re trying to make a point. But it’s an important one. The Grand Canyon gets incredibly hot in the summer, and it’s easy to venture downhill without realizing how hard it might be to come back uphill. There’s also no water source on this trail until you get to the Colorado river at the bottom. This is definitely not a hike you can just improvise. We’re far from improvising. We’ve been training for this for months.

We come across a couple going down the trail. Their plan is to go to Phantom Ranch and come back on Bright Angel, another popular route – and a much shorter one. We ask them to snap a group photos of us, right on the bend of the trail, looking out to the west.

Dasha on my right, Wiebke and Dea on my left

The trail is now clearly visible and the views all around are incredible. This place is so vast, it loses all sense of scale. The Grand Canyon isn’t just a massive cliff over a big flat desert. It’s the largest expanse of sprawling mounts and rocky summits, criss-crossed by other, narrower canyons. The Colorado River runs at the bottom, carving the main divide between the South and North Rims, but other tributary streams connect with it, having created their own path through layers of rock, separating the earth into a dusty jigsaw puzzle. The sun is just starting to graze the very top of the highest summits.

7:13am – We’ve made it to Tipoff, a plateau about 7km from the start, 1000 meters down from the South Rim. This is where the East Tonto trail crosses South Kaibab and continues west to connect with Bright Angel, the trail that we will take later in the day to go back up.
From the plateau we get a first peek at the Colorado river, glowing orange from the early rays of light reaching it. The sun is finally peeking over the top of the South Rim behind us, but it will disappear again as we continue to descend.
We stop quickly for a bathroom break and a “costume change” for Dasha.

7:41am – We’re almost at the river. As we come to a short tunnel, we meet Ty, who is also on a Rim to Rim journey – although he plans to come back up the same way he came down, on South Kaibab, because “Bright Angel is so much longer and you’re staring at a rock wall for the longest time” (he’s not wrong as we will find out 14 hours later)

He offers to take another photo of our group in front of the tunnel. As we do, we spot a group of mule-riders on the other side of the river. They’re coming down towards the bridge and we want to make it across before they get there, or we’ll have to wait for them all to cross. So we start running through the tunnel and over the bridge, and we make it across just on time but have to tuck into a trail pocket right off the bridge, so we can be out of their way.


Mule riding looks pretty smooth and relaxed, but I honestly don’t know how comfortable I would feel perched on top of a swaying/bobbing quadruped, as it goes up a narrow rocky trail, with a 1000m drop on one side. I think I’ll take my chances at a long day on foot instead. (At some point we debated which would be faster, going up the trail on foot or on mule. But we didn’t get a chance to race them, so jury’s still out…)

As we cross the Colorado, we see the light glowing around the river bend. A raft floats down under the bridge. Could this get any more picturesque. I think not.
On the other side of the river, we join with North Kaibab trail, which we will follow for roughly 21km up to the top of the North Rim, and 21km back

8:13am – We are at Phantom Ranch. This is a pretty awesome spot. It’s the only commercial building in the canyon. You can buy snacks and even small lunch boxes, but it’s also famous for it’s lemonade. By all accounts, you HAVE to have the lemonade. The shop is still closed when we get to it in the morning, and although it will be open when we come back later that night, coffee will seem more appealing to us at that point. I guess we will have a reason to come back.

The ranch is surrounded by a campground, as well as a few cabins. It’s a popular destination as a turn around point, or as an overnight. You can actually book a full steak dinner at the Ranch for your night out in the canyon… There are a few people around. We chat in particular with one guy. We’re curious about the bicycle-looking contraption that is attached to his backpack. It is indeed a bike. He says he’s biking the Arizona trail. It goes across AZ from Utah to Texas, and crosses the Grand Canyon. Only one small caveat. You’re not allowed to bike in the Grand Canyon. Hence why he’s carrying his 70-pound bike on his back. For 36km. Way to make our day’s effort seem like a jog in the park. No matter how hard you go, there’s always someone going harder.

We take a bit of time to reset at the Ranch, filling up our flasks at the tap. We’re lucky that the water points along the trail have not been closed yet. The Grand Canyon National Park website mentions that they can be closed at any point between mid and late October, but it’s been warm enough that there haven’t been any freeze concerns. There are several campground along North Kaibab, as well as Bright Angel, so we’re able to plan on re-filling frequently along the way. Since we didn’t have any guarantee before-hand, we’re still all traveling with filters, so we could get water from the creek if needed.


8:29am – We’re now in “the box”, as the bottom portion of the trail is called. It’s quite a contrast from coming down South Kaibab, which has wide open views to the horizon. North Kaibab trail snakes through one of those cracks that we saw from above. We’re now flanked by high rock walls. A creek runs through it, and the abundance of water creates a true oasis of green, after all the rocks and dust of the descent trail.

We continue to “hug the wall”, not so much to avoid a drop, there’s just the creek off to the side, but more so because the trail is still pretty narrow, sometimes it even seems carved into the rock wall, as we shuffle below some impressive overhangs.
This whole section is fairly flat and run-able, and we make good progress on our distance. We go back and forth between either side of the creek, via wood and metal bridges.

9:46am – the scenery opens up and the canyon walls start spreading out. The sun is starting to hit the walls on the opposite side. We’re preparing ourselves for the heat, the bottom of the canyon is where it gets the hottest. But we continue to be in the shade for a good while, as the trail starts to very gradually go up – not a climb per say, more a gentle incline, elevating us slowly from the creek bed.

A man and a woman come up from behind and pass us. I do a double-take and as they get away from us in a swift shuffle, I turn to Dea and say “I think I know this guy”. Well I don’t know him-know him, but I think I recognize him. No more than a week ago I came across a short documentary called “The seven summits of of my neighbourhood”. In it, Brendan Leonard recounts how he set out to summit seven of the mountains around his house – none of them extremely challenging, but all of them closer and more affordable than going on the classic “7 summit” objective of climbing the highest mountain of each continent. A somewhat arbitrary goal, with an embraced Beau Miles-esque approach to backyard adventures, for no other purpose than …creating his own fun.

I very much enjoyed his film, and may or may not have gone down a rabbit hole of reading his articles and illustrations for Outside Magazine. I might even be following him on Strava, because he mentioned he started writing short poems as descriptions for his runs, which I think is cool – It’s a nice break up in my feed amongst all the local runs titled “another wet one! 🏃🏻‍♀️🌧️ ”.

So this couple who just casually past us on the North Kaibab trail, I’m pretty sure that was Brendan Leonard and his wife Hilary. What a random coincidence. I’ll have to check his Strava.

10:40am – We’ve traveled about 11k since Phantom Ranch and arrive at Cottonwood campground. Time for another round of water re-fill, fuel intake, bathroom break. All the campgrounds have outhouses, and I have to say, they’re all very clean and perfectly pleasant to use, if not for the fact that they’re all up a set of stairs (but we don’t mind the extra elevation, do we?)

After Cottonwood, Manzanita Campsite is only a couple of kilometres away, so we reach it pretty quickly, and then we start the climb towards the top of the North Rim.

11:53am – The beginning of the climb is very enjoyable. We’re all excited to be on the way up to our turn-around point. We take photos as we come to various scenic spots along the way. This side of the canyon is relatively closed-off compared to the south rim, but looking back the views are still quite spectacular.

12:52pm – Still climbing. We get to another small tunnel carved in the rock, Supai Tunnel. On the other side is another water station. I forget exactly when it hit, but I start to bonk big time. I feel that jet lag sensation returning and my legs becoming heavy and all my energy seems to drain into the ground. I start to worry about whether this is the lack of sleep catching up with me, or maybe the heat starting to have an impact, as the sun has finally caught up with us on this latest section of the climb. Or maybe it’s the elevation (the North Rim is higher than the South, at 2500m above sea level – South Rim is at 2000).

Either way, I’m struggling to keep up. We get to a bend in the trail and there’s some shade underneath a small tree, so I sit down and start assessing what to do. Dasha offers me some Tailwind powder with caffeine in it, which I gratefully take. In doing so I also chug the last quarter of Naak powder in my flask. In retrospect, it likely wasn’t the lack of sleep, but rather that I probably got behind on my nutrition while we were lower down, being distracted by the views, the photos and the conversation and less consistent with my calorie intake.

1:37pm – The Naak and the Tailwind combined, plus some additional fruit bar or waffle finally kick in, and I feel much better by the time we get to Coconino overlook, a popular viewpoint and turn around destination for shorter hikes from the top of the North Rim. We’re only about 1km away and 150m of elevation from the top.

At one point I look up, and the couple from earlier is coming back towards us. They’ve made it to the Rim and are on their way back already. I get a boost of confidence and blurt out at him, as they come near us “hey you’re the guy who made that movie about 7 summits?” (sadly my boost of confidence doesn’t prevent me from blanking out on his name in that moment). For a second I brace for a “what? ah sorry no, not me”, but instead I get a “what? oh yeah thanks” as he glides downhill past us behind is wife. I was right. It’s him. I guess I can keep going uphill now.

1:53pm – We’re here! the North Rim! How different it is from the other side!
We’ve crossed the Canyon and somehow found ourselves back in our Pacific Northwest forest! Douglas Fir, Alpens, Spruce densely line this side. Lichen on the rocks and pinecones on the ground. We’ve also left summer heat at the bottom and traveled up into autumn, as suggested by one short section of trail covered in fallen red and orange leaves.
This unexpected scenery adds to our excitement to finally be here, the halfway point, the middle R in our R2R2R journey.

It’s been a challenging climb for all four of us, at some point or another, in different ways, but we’re finally here. Ready to refill our water at the trailhead tap, take a moment, and then head back the other way. Except. Turns out they ARE closing the water today. At least on the North Rim. They in fact did, just minutes ago, as a park staff casually informs us. “Oh but there’s water at the Backcountry office, it’s only 1/2 mile away”.

Now. What’s half a mile, 0.8 km, when you’ve already traveled 36km and have another 40 to go (we still have another 40 to go!!). Well, if you haven’t mentally prepared for it, that half a mile might as well be a punch in the gut. That half a mile just kicked you in the groin and is now pointing at you and laughing as you lie on the ground, the last drop of water falling off that trailhead tap onto your face, one slow tear down your cheek.
A bit dramatic you say? Anyone who’s ran an ultra, and has come across a course marshal cheerily yelling “only 2 miles to go!” when your watch has already gone past the projected distance will know what I’m talking about. For the rest of you out there, how about you run 36k, with 1700m of elevation across the Grand Canyon and get back to me after.

With that said. In an ultra, mental is basically everything. On one of the last few week-ends before the trip, I spent a couple of hours studying the trail, writing down distances between each campgrounds and other key milestones. I also looked at where there would be water, in case the main system was closed. I knew we could filter from the creek, I had noted that the backcountry office had water year-round. I had made a mental note that we might have to travel an extra 1/2 mile for water. I was mentally prepared for the additional 0.8km. I’m not saying this to say ”look at how well prepared I was ”. With the exact same information, I very well could have been hoping the whole time that the water would be on, and crossing my fingers we wouldn’t have to go any further. I could have been hit even harder by the realization that unfortunately, we did. I’m mainly mentioning this to illustrate how a rather small change in plans can have a pretty big effect on the mental. And preparedness can, sometimes, help get past it.

“That’s ok” I say” it’s not that far to the backcountry office”. And so we figuratively picked ourselves up our from the ground and continued walking. It wasn’t actually as simple as “just go straight this way”. We had to go up a road and a trail and take a turn and look for it a bit. But eventually we find it and get our water. We even get to use a flushable toilet and wash our hands with clean water. Another small thing that can make a big difference.

As was part of my plan, now is the time i have my ham and cheese sandwich. Not sure if it is the cooler temperature, or the clean hands, but it tastes amazing. Summit-views levels of reward. We didn’t just make it to the North Rim and turned around. We worked for it, worked for our water, and worked for our appreciation of making it to this point. And it was worth it (yes, yes it was).

As I am mid-bite into the best ham and cheese sandwich there ever was, Wiebke does a quick time check and suggests that we probably don’t want to linger on too long, if we want to get back to Phantom Ranch before night fall. We do still have 40km to go…And with that it is time to head back…

3:08pm – Running down the steeper portion of North Kaibab is very fun, and we enjoy moving fast again and riding that high of being halfway through our day – well, technically not quite halfway since the way back via Bright Angel is longer. But again, it’s all about those mental checkpoints and as far as we’re concerned, we’ve completed the first half of the journey and then some. 2Rs down, one R to go.

4:17pm- After the big descent we reach the open canyon vista, funneling us back towards the “box”. For the first time since my bonk on North Kaibab, I start to feel a bit tired. That stretch of trail seems longer and more monotonous than on the way in. I start to notice that my feet hurt, and I am not so excited about running. I don’t remember exactly what I do about it. I want to think that i just stuck to my strategy of eating and drinking, and eventually somehow, my feet don’t hurt as much and I am running again.

5:37pm – We’ve made it back to the narrow part. The light is starting to fade. We likely won’t be at Phantom Ranch before dark, but we’re moving fairly quickly, the trail now on a gentle downhill from here to the Colorado river. I set my pace behind Dasha’s and follow her on the narrow passage along the creek, rock walls towering around us. There won’t be a sunset for us tonight, only our ability to see the trail until we don’t.

We cross the last bridge over the creek and put our headlamps on. The rest of the way goes by fairly smoothly. I do remember being interrupted mid Gopro monologue, by jumping over a big spider on the trail. For dramatic effect we’ll say it was a tarantula (evidently all spiders in the Grand Canyon get to be called Tarentulas…according to Dasha).

6:00pm? I’m a bit fuzzy on the actual time. It’s now pitch black and there’s not much point in taking any photos (except, now that I think about it, to be able to go back and look at time stamps).

We’re back at Phantom Ranch. We weren’t sure if the small cafeteria shop would be open, but it is. As I mentioned earlier, we’re not so much into lemonade now. We’ve been ingesting sugary snacks for the last 12 hours. Also it’s starting to be a bit colder. Chicken broth would be amazing right now. Or miso soup. Dasha gets us all coffee and we cheers at a picnic table. Cheers to having made it this far. Being so close to the finish. What an adventure this has been already. We’ve got one more climb to go? Bring on the climb! We’ve got warm coffee in our belly and the spirit of friendship in our souls, we’re good to go!

We leave Phantom Ranch and make one last stop at the restrooms before crossing the Colorado (What do you know, another toilet with running water. Can’t believe we had to go all the way to the backcountry office to wash our hands…)
We cross the bridge and start following Bright Angel Trail, ready for the climb. Ready for the uphill. Ready for the steep finish. Ready for…what’s this? soft sand under our shoes? are we on a beach? is this trail going down? Are we about to dip into the river?

You know what’s harder for the mental than an extra half a mile? A trail that goes down when you know, you KNOW you’re ultimately going up.

The first few kilometers though, are pretty fun. The caffeine, the darkness, the accumulated hours on feet, all contribute to some group silliness. I can’t remember specifics, but since we can no longer be distracted by the view, we distract ourselves and each other.

There are a couple of campgrounds along the trail, and we see people coming down even in these late hours of the day. One older gentleman warns us that there is a section of the trail higher up that is flooded by a nearby creek. “ You WILL get you feet wet” he says. Oh we will, will we? Clearly this gentleman didn’t account for where we come from and the extensive amount of practice we’ve had with jumping over trails-turned-torrential-waterfall, post atmospheric river. It is pretty clear to us that we are going to do everything in our power to NOT get our feet wet. Not after 16 hours on dry desert trail. Even if it means hopping from wet rock to wet log after 16 hours on dry desert trail.

And hop we do, balancing precariously from one foot to the next and climbing off to the sides to avoid the water. Or at least three of us do. Wiebs takes one look at Dea, Dasha and I, exerting all our remaining caffeine-fuelled energy into avoiding puddles. She shakes her head and without hesitation, wades ankle-deep right through the stream. And we all respect her for it. (but between you and I…hopping rocks in that moment was actually quite fun and took our mind off of the fact that we still had a bit of a ways to go).

Bright Angel is 12km long. Roughly 1400m of elevation. When you look at the elevation profile, it looks like it climbs fairly evenly all the way through. But I swear it felt like we barely climbed at all, except near the end. It was mostly a long, gradual grind to the top. What did Ty say? “you’re staring at a rock wall for the longest time”. Fact.

9:44pm – We pass Three-mile Resthouse and stop for one last water refill. I get splashed all over my upper body by water aggressively shooting out of the tap. But at least my feet are still dry.

According to Wiebke, we only have about 1 to 1.5 hour to go. According to Deanne, we’ve only got about 600meters of elevation. According to my watch, we’re at 71k. When about half an hour later, Wiebke announces that we probably only have about 1 to 1.5 hour to go, and Dea concurs that indeed, we only have about 600 meters of elevation to go, I let them both know that from now on I would rather not be aware of how much time or climbing is left – thank you very much. Instead I’ll just be staring at my watch until it reaches the distance that I think is to the finish.

One interesting thing about the R2R2R is that in all our research we couldn’t seem to find any consistent result for distance or elevation between all the people that had done it. I guess GPS signals down in the bottom can get a bit wonky, and different watches have different levels of accuracy. While we have apparently been stagnating for 30min at the 600m elevation mark, Wiebs’ watch already has her at near 75k, while Dea, Dasha and I are much farther behind. (Granted, Wiebs is the fastest of the group, but not so much that she would have done an extra 5k by the time we were done – and I don’t believe all those Naak-induced pee breaks off the side of the trail account for that difference either).
Dea’s watch in the meantime must have indeed gone for a dip in the Colorado river because, as we find out the next morning, it indicates that she had done 17,000 meters of descent.
All that to say, that it is virtually impossible for either one of us to know for a fact when we will be done. But I have my heart and mind set on 76,5km and so that’s what I hang on to in those last gruelling kilometers.

To be fair, the trail isn’t even that technical or steep. We’re mainly just, well…tired. The one annoying thing is that large pieces of wood punctuate the trail every few feet, but not really evenly spaced or evenly high. So it makes it very awkward to keep a consistent stride, and know whether to step ON the wood or OVER the wood and doesn’t the wood know that we’ve been at this for 17 hours – 17 hours! Damn wood…

Every once in a while I do look up at the silhouetted black wall against the dark sky and say to myself “that can’t be right”. But it is. We have to get all the way up there.
I don’t feel like eating anything else at that point, but anytime I feel fatigue creep up more or my moral go down, I take one big gulp of my Naak water and that seems to actually help, one push at a time.


10:30ish pm – By that point we all have our heads down and even though it feels like it will go on forever, all we can do is keep going, keep putting one foot in front of the other, keep stepping over that damn wood as gracefully as a baby deer. Speaking of deer, we’ve been noticing pairs of glowing eyes around us, shining in the cone of our headlamps, up on the canyon walls.Someone mentions mountain lions and we’re all in agreement that, for sure, we’re surrounded by big cats. And then two long-horn sheep bounce up the side of the wall right above us. It’s a cool moment, captured in my mind pretty much as if I had tried to take a photo of it in the dark. Out of focus, fuzzy, under-exposed, with glowing eyeballs

And then I see the tunnel. I recognize that tunnel, remembering it suddenly from the trip we took with Brice back in 2016. On a whim, we had decided to travel 4 hours from the Mohave Desert to the Grand Canyon. After driving 272 miles in the rain, we parked the car and walked up to the South Rim and marveled at ….a complete white-out. Thick fog obscuring any view beyond the edge. Our first time at the Grand Canyon, we almost didn’t see the Grand canyon. We hadn’t planned for a big day hike, just a short one, but with the rain and fog we debated even hiking at all. Then the clouds started to dissipate, so we decided to venture down the nearest trail, Bright Angel, and we made it down a few switchbacks to a short tunnel in the rock, a good point to stop and take in the vastness, slowly revealing itself from behind the white veil. And that tunnel, THAT tunnel, is what i see now, just a few meters away, which means the top is near. We are almost done.

The first time I saw the Grand Canyon in 2016
Bright Angel trail, that same rainy day, after the clouds started to dissipate. The tunnel is up on the right

Dea is slightly ahead and as she gets to a bend in a switchback she stops and turns around and points up to a building and a sign. I mistakenly think that we’re at the trailhead but turns out there is one more stretch, just a few extra meters and then finally the four of us are up there, off the trail, feet on the South Rim. The last of the Rs.

11:00pm. 18hours after we started. We are done.

The rest is a bit fuzzy. We might have high-fived or fist-pumped or something, or we might have done none of the above because the truth is the wind is howling and it is incredibly cold, so we hastily retreat to the nearby restrooms and then there is some confusion about what exactly we are doing there, are we just taking a moment to put jackets on, are we all going into one stall to keep warm and celebrate or?

Luckily our hotel is only a short walk away (I know, more walking, but contrary to the “North Rim water debacle”, we already knew about that part, so it’s ok). Except we haven’t really planned that part, and between arriving in the dark last night and starting in the dark this morning, we haven’t quite gotten our bearings in terms of where exactly our hotel is located in relation to the Rim.

Dea is pretty certain that if we just go straight ahead we should get there, but after going down into a ditch and across the train tracks we decide to maybe take shelter from the freezing wind and consult google maps on our actual location and destination.
We didn’t make it 77km across the Grand Canyon only to get lost in the last 500 meters to our hotel.

After looking at the map we establish that following the road might be more efficient than going down ditches, although we still end up crossing train tracks twice more somehow, and I also decide that I would rather jump over a small rock wall rather than go around it because that makes total sense after an 18-hour run/hike, and then eventually we are in the parking lot of the hotel and shortly after, we are inside. For real this time, we are done.

The next day I will laugh to tears after we realize that we likely added another 0.75 kilometers to our day, based on the fact that I forgot to turn off my watch and it kept running through the “South Rim Expedition of 2023” to get back to our hotel – and that we can actually see the trailhead from our window.

But in the meantime, we each enjoy a well-deserved warm shower before passing out on our beds.

I wonder what my watch will say about my sleep pattern tomorrow.

Epilogue

We had given ourselves a two-day window, in case weather was an issue, but since we did the run on the first day, we enjoy day two as a rest day at the Grand Canyon. Dea has made plans to see a friend who works in the village, so Dasha, Wiebs and I go out for a stroll around the South Rim.

Finally we get to see it in the daylight, and really appreciate the scenery from the top. It’s also pretty neat to be able to trace our itinerary from above, from different viewpoints.

From Bright Angel trailhead, we can clearly see the Colorado River, as well as the narrower canyon through which runs North Kaibab trail.

From Mather Point, a bit more to the East, we think we can actually see the bend in South Kaibab trail where we took our first group photo.

From both places we can see the North Rim, far in the distance. It quite literally puts into perspective what we did the day before.

Later, Dea joins us again and we go to another viewpoint, this time in the West, to finally watch a beautiful sunset over the Grand Canyon.

Training for Squamish 50k


This post is long overdue (I ran the Squamish 50k in August 2018) but better late than never. Also this is mainly a pretext to post a recap of last summer adventures, as we start gearing up for the upcoming summer – and training for the next race.

Back in the fall of 2017, a group of runners got together at our place to look at the 2018 racing calendar, and pick some ultras to sign up for – particularly a “destination race” that we could participate in as a group and make a fun goal race out of. The evening was somewhat un-fructuous, due to conflicting schedules and in the end, we weren’t able to come up with a race to do all together.

Still looking to sign up for my second ultra, I soon-after realized that the perfect event was right under my nose: the Squamish 50k, probably one of the most popular local races near Vancouver. If I wanted to train for a fun event and spend a week-end surrounded by trail-running friend, this one was no doubt the best option.

The race has become very popular in the last couple of years, in parts due to its Race Director Gary Robbins, becoming the most notorious Canadian to participate in the infamous Barkley Marathons. The last few years, race registration for Squamish 50 had sold out in just a few days and even hours. With that in mind, I was online to sign up at 7am on registration day. That year, the race sold out within 45 minutes.

Brice had also decided to tackle, for the second time, the gnarly 50/50 challenge – running the 50 mile course on the Saturday, followed by the 50k course on the Sunday.
With both our registrations taken care of, and the race 9 months away, we proceeded with our winter plans of running for fun, trying out some winter sports, and not worrying about training for a little while.

Most of my running in the winter months consisted in our Saturday morning runs with the Salomon Vancouver Trail Lab – a really great running group led by the fast and fearless Katie Mills. Katie always came up with new fun routes, keeping us motivated to get up at 6am on rainy Saturdays, to go run around the wet and muddy forest of the North Shore.
Aside from those weekly 10-15k, I didn’t do much running, favoring instead a few ski and snow-shoe outings.

Training

Early April, I flew back to France for my brother’s wedding, and did something I never thought I would do back when I lived there: I went for a couple of runs around my home town. The first one was really more of a pretext to insta-document the places I used to roam as a teenager. The second one left my family slightly baffled – and even myself a bit surprised – when I decided to go for a 10k run from my mom’s house, the day after my brother’s wedding. Somehow a 10k shake up after dancing my butt off til 4am seemed to be just what I needed.

When I flew back to Vancouver, I counted time left before Squamish, and figured 20 weeks was probably a good place to start some kind of a training plan.

I looked online a bit, and found a 19-week, “run your first ultra” plan sample. It listed out suggested volume per week, along with weekly long run distances, and a couple of examples of a week running breakdown, so I decided to use it as a guide and put together a little google spreadsheet to keep track of my progress.

Right off the bat, I realized I might not have chosen the most realistic plan. Total volume for the 1st week was 50k, with a 25k long run. I had barely ran 20k per week in the previous 6 months, so going from that to more than double in the span of one week really didn’t seem like the smartest choice (they say that you’re not supposed to increase you weekly volume by more than 10% a week in order to stay injury-free).

I decided not to overthink it too much, and broke down my weekly training into more manageable goals – a couple of road runs, one “long” trail run, and Sunday for big hikes/time on feet day.

This is the log of my training volume. The far right columns were the initial targets from the plan I downloaded. As you can see, my actual was pretty far off, with an average of 40k per week…Also, the sunday mileage was a long hike most of the time.

When trying to remember what my training looked like for the Gorge 50k the previous year, I came up blank. All I could remember was that I injured my foot in the first week of training, resulting in 6-weeks of water-running, and I ran no more than three or four 25k-and-over long runs, 30k being my longest distance before the race.

It’s hard to compare two different races, especially over 1 year apart. I knew my fitness level had significantly improved since Gorge50k, mainly due to the regular amount of mountain hiking that we did. I also knew that the Squamish course had a gnarly reputation, from attending as a crew and spectator 3 years in a row. I had run the 23k course in 2016, and remembered the endless climb to the top of Mount of Phlegm, albeit the lowest climb of the whole 50k course. So even though I knew I was a stronger runner than when I ran my first Ultra, I really had no clue how I would do on this one.

Running the Squamish 23k in 2016

I’ll tell you right there. My training plan was pretty hackily–crafted, and my training turned out to be just about as unstructured and miss-matched as could be.
I think a few things ended up making it relatively successful though, as far as my racing goals went.

Most of my training involved crashing other people’s work-out sesh’:
– My friend Pargol is a slightly compulsive (said with love) BCMC climber. Tagging along on one of her climbs once a week for a few weeks turned into a great opportunity to improve my climbing game, while providing social gathering opportunities (she always manages to bring other people along with her).

Pargol (middle photo) participates every year in the Multi -Grouse Grind challenge, climbing the trail as many times as possible in the span of 18 hours. In the last two years, we’ve joined her for a few repeats, along with many other friends. Her current best is 13 climbs in one day.

– Our friend Jeanelle started putting together running work-outs for a few friends on Thursday morning, i.e. speed or hill training in Stanley Park. I only managed to tag along a few times, but I’m pretty sure it helped – if not to make me faster, at least to make me more mentally resilient to hard effort.

– In the last couple of months before the race, my friend Wiebke and I got into a steady routine of going on a trail run after work on a week night. While we both work a somewhat monopolizing job, we took turns motivating each other to drive out of the city to the North Shore, even for a “chill” 10k – which almost inevitably turned into an involuntary speeding competition. It also provided a great excuse for a “venting-about-our-day” session and however lazy and un-inspired to run we felt going in, we always finished stoked and energized by the end.

Running down Old Mountain Highway with Wiebke, on a wet Thursday night

Because I know there are so many nurses working 12-hour shifts, or full-time moms-of-four out there who still manage to sneak in their daily run and even train for marathons, I feel slightly guilty saying that my biggest challenge was to find the time to train. I only have to take care of myself (and to be frank, Brice does at least 50% of the job for me), and my main obstacle is my 8am-7pm desk job, which while I do love it, can be slightly overwhelming at times. (That being said, I also know loads of free-lancers with more flexible schedules who can go for  long runs on a week day so maybe I don’t feel that guilty after all :P).

I figured pretty soon that If I wanted to run during the week, I’d have to take advantage of the one daily chunk of time that otherwise felt a little “wasted” – my commute.
I could make it as short as a 3.5k, straight door-to-door run, or I could take the longer, more scenic way around the Vancouver seawall, running along the water edge and by one or several of Vancouver’s urban beaches.
I did this once or twice a week, and generally ran from work to home, rather than the other way around, adding anywhere from 4 to 15k per run to my weekly volume.

Funny enough those road runs were some of the most challenging ones I had during my training. For some reason, a 6k run on flat pavement often felt harder and more sluggish than a 15k run on trails.

I mentioned this to Brice one day as I was walking in the door and he looked at me, lifted my pack and declared “that’s why”. Run-commuting means that you generally have to carry a change of work-appropriate clothes (and shoes) with you. Add to that potential lunch left-overs, an umbrella, wallet, phone, keys… Turns out I was running with up to 3-4 kilos on my back. No wonder I felt so much better when I carried nothing other than a ½ litter of water…

My trusty Salomon pack, which I usually use for hiking, but also running if we go into more remote areas, to make sure I can carry all my essentials with me. Also doubles as a commuter/gym bag during the week…

When I ran the Gorge 50k, my main challenge was the sharp knee pains that I started to experience at km 30, and prevented me from running any downhill in the last 10km. Investigating the cause of it afterwards, I learned that they were likely due to tight IT bands, and other thigh/hip muscles progressively stiffening and pulling on the knee.
The main thing I learned from that experience, and continuing to run regularly after, is that strengthening and taking care of those muscles was just as important as training to get stronger and faster – in fact, it was probably the best way to get stronger and avoid injury.

I found out through a friend about this massage therapist using a technique called rolfing. The method consists in targeting specific points in the muscle fascias, and releasing tension which cause improper posture and structural imbalances in the body. The massage studio was only a few blocks from our house so I decided to check it out. I felt the benefits of the treatment after the very first session, and booked a series of 10 appointments – 1 every two weeks throughout my training.
I’m pretty consistent with using a foam roller and a lacrosse ball after running, but those massages truly made a difference in my training, as I could feel my running being a lot easier, my stride longer and less stiff, and even my breathing stronger after a session targeted around my rib cage and upper body. Brice also started getting deep tissue massages from another therapist, and he confirmed that they made a huge difference in his training recovery.
I tried to do a bit of gym work as well – weighted squats and lunges, and other strengthening exercises, but didn’t manage to make it as consistent as I wished. I only found time to hit the gym about once a week. Finally, I  managed to attend a hot yoga class once a week as well. I found hot yoga to be a bit more effective than regular, in keeping my muscles flexible and getting rid of stiffness or DOMS after running.

Even though I was pretty cautious with my volume increase and how much I pushed my body, I did end up with some annoying pains in my ankles or feet 2 or 3 times during my training. Every time, I just stayed off running for a couple of days, but made sure to stretch and roll, especially in those areas that might be the cause of the pain – I’ve noticed that knee pain is often caused by thigh or hips tightness and ankle/foot pains, by trigger points in the calves. Whether those were premises to injuries, or just muscle fatigue, the short time off and stretching seemed to work every time.

The Squamish 50k is a pretty runable race when it comes to terrain, but it features about 2500m of ascent and 2750m of descent. Probably one of the most effective part of my training was all the climbing I did – and most time for fun. I mentioned that I regularly hiked up the 800m of elevation of the BCMC trail, but also, Brice and I spent most week-ends in the spring and summer hiking up mountains. We didn’t always run, but we definitely built-up our uphill muscles, which turned out to be invaluable for the three major climbs of the Squamish course.

One thing that we’re incredibly fortunate to have, is this amazing playground just at our doorstep. Most of our weekend outings were not so much about training, but more so about having fun and exploring our backyard. Some of the most memorable hikes we did:

• A 25k run up and down a portion of the Skyline trail in Manning Park.

• A 26k hike/run up to Coliseum Mountain in Lynn Valley

• A 25k hike to Alouette Mountain in Golden Ears Park.

• A 23k hike along the Sea to Summit and Al Habrich trails in Squamish

• A 14k hike to Iceberg Lake in Whistler.

We’re also lucky to have an incredible trail running community around us, with friends constantly reaching out to each other to go on running adventures. Such adventures included:
• a 29k “shuffle” on the Sunshine Coast trail – a week-end of running on new trails, camping in the rain and Brice showing off his shelter and fire-making skills to the 7 women who formed our group.

The above photos are actually not from the Sunshine coast week-end, but from a hike/run to Petgill Lake on a different occasion, but with most of the same crew…

• A 25k run, followed by a 16k hike the next day, part of a group week-end in Manning Park where the fun-runs were only matched by all the 90’s movies we watched on old VHS tapes at the cabin.

Above: Climbing and running down the Skyline trail starting from Lightening lake  Below: a windy hike along the Heather/Three Brothers trail (July 1st long week-end)



• A 33k group run/hike through the intimidating Haynes Valley boulder field, up Grouse Mountain and down old Mountain Highway – turns out, the most challenging part was running the last 10k of downhill on boring forest road and tired legs.

• A slightly improvised 18k group trek to Elsay lake near Mount Seymour. For once, the trail started with 7km of technical down which we had to climb on the way back. Thankfully it was all made easy by good company and a refreshing mid-way jump in the aforementioned lake.

Another important aspect of training – for me anyways, was knowing the course. I had run the last 23k of it 2 years earlier. The 23k race follows the same course as the 50k, except for one climb, Legacy, which it by-passes. Brice was not aware of that fact when he took me for a training run before the race 2 years ago, and I remember just wanting to cry the whole way up – but still managing to get there. 2 years later, I knew I was much stronger, so even after running the first half of the course, I figured that one way or another, climbing Legacy would be easier than that very first time. Similarly, I wasn’t too worried about the second half – I would be tired but at least I knew the course and was mentally prepared for how long that last climb to Mount Phlegm would likely feel.

I was however not familiar at all with the first half of the course. Two weeks before the race, Brice thought it would be good to go run up Galactic – the main climb of the first half, just so that I knew what to expect. We started at the Four Lake loop trail head and ran the first 9k of the course until the start of Galactic. We power-hiked up Galactic at a steady pace, but without pushing too hard. As we were going up, I took note of some “landmarks” – the first opening through the trees offering a viewpoint to the town below, a small collapsed portion of the trail on a narrower section, and finally the bridge over the creek – not quite the very top but less than 5 minutes from it. I’m really glad that I was able to familiarize myself with the trail, as I found it helped me knowing how far I was and what was yet to come.

Getting slightly lost on Seymour Mountain during a run, and finding possibly the least runnable trail on the mountain.

I’m a planner, I like to be prepared, and to know what’s ahead – especially if it’s an intimidating physical challenge and I’m unsure of my ability to get through it. Mental preparation was definitely key in training for this race. A great tip that Brice gave me, was to make a list of smaller goals to focus on through the race, just to be able to cross them off when you get there – get to the top of Galactic, get to Quest, get to the top of Legacy, etc…

 

Race Day

I was pretty nervous in the last couple of days leading up to the race. Brice was running the 50miler on the Saturday, so I was on the course all day cheering him – but still making sure to eat properly and hydrate ahead of the next day. Our friends Megs and Drew were his officially designated “crew”, so I enjoyed just hanging out at the aid stations and letting them take care of him when he came through.
That night I was feeling even more nervous, but I focused on getting my pack and drop bag ready, and not thinking too much about the next day. Brice had found a comfortable Airbnb apartment in downtown Squamish, and we shared it with our four friends and crew. It was nice to have people around that night to distract me from my nerves.

Eating at 5am (or earlier) in the morning is often a challenge, but I managed to ingest an omelet and some avocado. I was reconsidering this whole thing and even telling myself “ I don’t want to go” but then I looked over at Brice, who had ran 50 miles the day before, and was getting ready to go for round 2, and that thought made me stopped my inner whining right there and then.
And then a funny thing happened when I put my shoes on. Something sort of clicked and all of a sudden I felt ready.

I started really conservative as we left the start line at Alice lake and crossed the road to the Four Lake loop trail. I decided to adopt the same approach as I had during the Sunshine Coast shuffle – slow in the first half, then push a bit more in the second if I still felt good. The first 9 km went by pretty fast, and I ran through Corners aid station without stopping. I locked into a pretty steady pace on Galactic, sticking behind another woman for the first portion then passing her later when she started to slow down. I actually passed a number of people in the upper section, who had rushed their way up only to run out of steam before reaching the top.


I was really pleased when I reached the bridge as I knew the climbing was pretty much over. One goal to check off my race list. The downhill after that point started off quite technical, then followed by flowy, rolling trail, really fun to run.
For some reason, I got the 50miler and 50k course mixed up as I thought we would be running trough Corners again, but then realized that it wasn’t the case when I reached the second aid station, at the junction of Fred and Word of Mouth trails. It was actually a nice boost to realize I was further along than I thought. The trail continued mainly downward and eventually I reached a forest road crossing, and I could hear cheering nearby. I had already made it to Quest, the 3rd aid station, and the halfway point.

Quest is the biggest aid station on the course. Located on the steps of Quest university, in the Garibaldi Highlands, it faces the mountains and offers a great vantage point to see runners come in. The trail ends at the bottom of a grassy slope, where spectators sit to watch runners make their way up 20 or 25 steps before reaching the volunteer station.
In the last 3 years that I attended the race, as a crew and a spectator, I had seen and encouraged dozens of runners coming through. Most managed to run up the steps, but not all of them did. Brice always said that no matter how tired you felt and how steep it was, you should always run to the aid station – a slightly over-confident statement if you asked me, but one that I kept in mind as I approached the dreaded stairs.

Guys, that feeling of coming out of the trees and reaching the bottom of Quest! Of hearing the spectators cheer, and knowing that I had made it to the halfway point and I was feeling great, with no pain in my body or dent in my spirit. Running up those stairs was probably one of the most exhilarating portion of the race. I heard a couple of people cheer my name but couldn’t quite make out who – likely my friend and “crew captain” Wiebke, who waited for me at the top, with my food supplies already laid out for me to grab.

There’s something a little surreal about being crewed on an ultra. About running on a trail mostly alone for a couple of hours (or more), and then being welcomed by a group of people whose main focus at that point is to take care of you. Within seconds my pack was off my back and being refilled with water and fruit bars, I had a fork in one hand and a container of avocado and mango in the other, and 5 people around me ready to fulfill any of my immediate requests. Our friend Drew had just gone on a coffee run for the group, and when I saw the tray in his hand, I proceeded to claim one of the iced-coffee as my own – and they let me. As I was chomping down avocado bits, I mentioned I should probably put something on my toe as it was starting to rub against my shoe, potentially leading to painful blister. Soon my friend Pargol was taking off my dirty shoe and sock and applying moleskin on the area, without even flinching. That’s trail running for you. People taking on a challenge, more often than not for admittedly selfish reasons, while receiving some of the most self-less support from the people around them. But the best part is we all take turns being supporter and supportees. And none of us are phased by the other’s dirty socks.

I probably could have spent a bit less time at Quest, but I was stoked and excited to see my friends, and to be experiencing the aid station vibe as a runner. Eventually, I said thank you to everyone and took off for the second part of the race, ready to tackle the next challenging bit, the Legacy climb.

The day before, our friend Julie had run the 50mile race (she, like Brice, ran both the 50miler and 50k that week-end!). At the finish line I overheard her say that she had taken some ibuprofen around km 50, and it made a huge difference, she thought, in her performance in the last 30k. Thinking back at how pain had been a major hindrance in my first 50k, more so than fatigue or moral, I figured I would do the same, and popped an ibuprofen cap as I climbed Legacy.

Still riding the high from going through Quest, I felt pretty strong going up Legacy, running most of the way, and power hiking the steeper bits.
Amongst all of Gary Robbins’ dedicated volunteers, one of them definitely stands out. Betty is a bit older than most, probably somewhere in her late fifties or early 60s. She doesn’t run much, but she hikes, and on any given Coast Mountain Races, she can be found standing as course-marshall at one of the higher points of the course. Sure enough, after about 40 min of climbing, I turned a corner and there was Betty – ‘If you’re here, that means I’m at the top!” I excitedly said to her as I ran in the direction she pointed, down the Angry Midget trail.

The only time I experienced a bit of a lull in my energy was on the following portion– I had been really good at eating my fruit bars or maple syrup consistently, not to mention the feast of avocado, chocolate smoothie and coffee I ingested at Quest, and so far had managed to keep my energy level constant. As I reached the 35km mark, I was starting to feel a bit fatigued. The trail was very runnable at that point, and although I don’t remember clearly, I’m sure I eventually refuelled because soon I was feeling better and back on a high again. It also helped that I came to a bend and saw our friend Chris, standing a few meters away, taking photos and encouraging runners. “I’m so happy to see you” I shouted at him, and he responded with his British accent “you’re flying Mel!”. Somehow these short and unexpected interactions have a way of giving you an amazing boost. After that I felt really strong and I can’t remember much of that section, other than miraculously recovering from a near face-plant on some flat but rocky terrain.

Eventually I reached the last aid station, Farside, at the 40k mark. Farside is at the top of a hill and around a sharp corner, and the only other AS with crew access. I once again managed to run up the hill and went straight for the food table – I had been craving pickles for the last hour and didn’t feel like eating anything else.
Wiebke and Pargol were there for me once again, but this time I didn’t linger too much once my pack was refilled – I knew what was ahead and I was ready to finish.

 

The last climb of the race doesn’t look like much on the elevation profile, compared to Galactic and Legacy – but in true Gary Robbins fashion, it is a bit of a soul-crusher if you don’t know what you’re in for. You will think that you’ve reached the top about 5 times, before you actually summit Mount of Phlegm. Every time you think you’re there, the trail takes you back down and around a bit, then back up. On fresh legs, most of the way would be runnable – except for maybe a couple of really short but steep sections. But after 45k, those ups and downs can feel like torture. Luckily, I was mentally prepared for it, and I once again remembered some of the landmarks along the way – like how seeing the powerline meant that you are still probably 2-3 false summits away from the real one.

Finally, I got to the rocky platform at the top. I took a beat to take it in. I knew the way from there, 3k of downhill, followed by 3k on the road before reaching the finish line. On the way up Phlegm, I could feel my energy lower a bit, and I thought I should probably take in some calories. But at that point in the race none of my fuelling options appealed to me anymore, and I ignored Brice’s advice to always “eat passed the finish line” – even if you’re only a few Km/s from finishing you should always refuel as though you were further away, to make sure you don’t bonk just before crossing the line.
I’m not sure whether I would have been able to finish faster, even by a couple of minutes, had I forced myself to down one last pack of maple syrup, but at least I never walked, always kept running along the bottom of the climbing walls, through the Smoke Bluffs parking lot, alongside the highway and through the underpass, down the two or three longest street blocks ever and into the park, all the way into Gary Robbins’s arm, for the customary and much welcomed  finish line hug he greets every finisher with.

Going into this race, I had no idea how I would do. My first 50k was over a year earlier, and although I felt more prepared and stronger now, I knew the course was also harder – plus you can’t really compare one race with another, as differences in terrain and climate can make a 7 hour race feel fast or slow just the same. I hadn’t set any goals, or at least not very high ones, and I figured I would be happy if I came in around 8 hours (but realIy I would be happy if I finished at all!).
After hugging Gary then my friend Wiebke who had been such great training partner and crew, I turned around to see the clock, and realized I had crushed my goal. Official time read 7:02:48. Best part was – I didn’t even hurt anywhere.

Brice came through the finish line about 1 hour later, looking all smiles after finishing his second 50/50 and getting the green hat. 

Overall, I was really happy with my race. I hadn’t set a very ambitious goal for time –  most of all I wanted to enjoy the day and finish pain-free, both of which I did.

Looking back, I think the things that made my training successful:
• Not overthinking a plan. Doing what I could and not worry too much whether that was enough. Keeping the motivation to do enough, but be ok with taking a day off.
• Keeping training fun – I ran mostly with Brice and/or friends, so it never felt like training, and always more like a social outing. I kept the strict “training” for the week and saved the week-end for adventures that happened to be both fun and added mileage/time on feet.
• Recovery – I gave my body time to recover (I actually rarely ran two days in the row). Most of all, the massages made a huge difference in releasing tension that could otherwise have built up and triggered injuries. They were also a great motivation boost as my body felt a lot more fluid and running was easier in the days after a massage.

Things that were key on race day:

Being supported by awesome friends – who know too well what goes on in an ultra, and can take care of you better than you could take care of yourself.
Being nervous and excited and grateful for every step that I took.

Weather (that one was outside of my control, but the temperature ended up very comfortable, as opposed to the heat experienced in other years, and I’m sure it made a big difference in my performance).

Things I kept my mind busy with while running for 7 hours:
• Doing math to calculate how long to reach the next aid station/the halfway point/the finish. I seem to always go about those calculations in the most convoluted way, but in the end it entertains me probably more than if I knew how to do math correctly (or just looked at my watch).
• Thinking about what I’m going to eat at the next aid station – thankfully I didn’t have any stomach or digestive issue, and craved a variety of foods throughout the race. I had prepared a dropbag for Quest, which included some chopped up avocado and mango – a favorite combo of mine, as well as a chocolate smoothie with almond butter and coconut oil – another easy to absorb/high calorie option to fill my stomach up with something else than sugar at the halfway point. Before arriving at each station, I tried to decide what I really wanted once I got there.
• Mentally pep-talking myself for most of the way. I would tell myself “you’re doing good, keep going like that, no need to rush, and when I felt a drop in energy, I would keep up the encouragement: “ it’s ok, it will get easier soon, I just need to eat”. Basically kept my mind occupied with being my own internal cheerleader.
• Honestly, both at the Gorge and at Squamish, I feel like time flew by. 7 hours might seem like a long time, but between having to pay attention to where I put my feet, focusing on keeping a steady pace on the uphills, and just plain enjoying the run, it all went by like a dream.

So that’s my Squamish recap – in the biggest nutshell ever. What a fun race to be a part of, especially after being a spectator so many times. I would probably do it again, just to see if I can do even better. After a successful 2nd participation, shaving a total of 3 hours off his first time, Brice says he won’t do the 50/50 again…but really, I give it a couple of years. That hat looks pretty sweet in yellow 😛

We had another race planned in November of 2018, the North Face 50k in San Francisco. Unfortunately the race got canceled due to wild fires in the area. Next up on the list for 2019: Knee Knacker!

 

Race Recap: Melanie runs her first 50k at the Gorge Waterfalls

On April 9, I ran my first 50k trail race. That’s right, little old me, who a couple of years ago still swore that she had no interest in running, and especially not long distance, somehow found herself signing up for an ultra marathon. So, never say never I guess 😛

After changing my mind about this whole running thing, I didn’t waste my time and just about a year after running my first 10k trail race, I signed up for the Gorge Waterfalls 50km 2017, organized by Rainshadow Running. I picked that race for several reasons. I had been told it was a really gorgeous course, passing a number of waterfalls. I figured if I’m going to be running for that long, it better be scenic. I also heard that it was somewhat less technical than some of our local Vancouver races, which sounded less daunting. The Knee Knacker or Squamish 50 are notoriously gnarly races, and I wasn’t sure I wanted to kick-off my ultra-running days with such a challenge. I also liked the idea of an out of town race, which brought the opportunity for a trip, a week-end away in a place I’d never been.

Entry to both the 50 and 100k races is actually granted through a lottery. I was talking to a couple of friends about it and they mentioned that the option was available to register as a group. This way, either the whole group was selected, or no one of us would be at all. So I put my name in with the rest of them, thinking it might also increase our odds, as that way we weren’t technically competing against each other for an entry.

Sure enough, just as Brice and I were about to set off for the Run Like Girl Costa Rica retreat in December, the lottery was drawn and our group was selected.

Me, nervous? Nah… PC: Brice Ferre

Fast forward to a month later. After a 6-day trek over 130km in one of Chile’s most famous national park, I was feeling pretty confident about my overall endurance fitness, and ready to start tackling 12 weeks of ultra-training…Unfortunately, on week 1, some bad move during a gym session resulted in weird pain in my left foot. I could barely put any weight on it for a week, and spent the following couple of weeks tip-toeing my way around, and basically unable to run. The chiro I first went to suggested I tried water-running to keep up my cardio and resistance training while my foot recovered. So I went to the pool about 3 times a week for 4 weeks, trying to make running with a belt in the slow lane as entertaining as possible (hint: it’s pretty hard, and I may or may not have resulted to pretend acceptance speeches in my head for receiving an Academy Award, or maybe even a Nobel prize…:P).

Bus ride to the start line. PC: Marc Roth

6 weeks to race day, the foot was finally feeling better and I was antsy to give it a go, so Brice took me out for a run around the sea-wall, which confirmed I was good to run again. I’m still unclear as to what exactly was wrong with my foot, my new favorite RMT (thanks for the tip Pargol!) suggested it might have had to do with some calf tightness and trigger points… Sneaky referred pain. It’s not the first time you play tricks on me and probably not the last!

Preparing of drop bags and fuel with Andrea and Pargol, on the night before race day
My fueling supplies: Fuit bars and Maple suryp, Tailwind, and chewable salt tabs

After a particularly cold Vancouver winter, which brought record snowfall, training on the mountain trails proved to be a bit of a challenge, so we stuck to the Lower Lynn Valley area for a few of our long runs. My longest distance had been the Squamish 23k in August, so I graduated to 26 then 31km in the last two long runs of my training. On that last one (organized by the Salomon West Van Trail Lab), we did a loop on Baden Powell/Mountain Highway from the Grouse Mountain parking lot, followed by an “out and back” to Park Royal, with the last stretch a nice steady uphill on Nancy Green Way. I didn’t quite run all the way up, but not far off, and felt like I definitely had another 10k in my legs by the end of that run, so all good signs to make me feel pretty confident about attempting that and 20 more a couple of weeks later.

Pretty solid Vancouver contingent at the Gorge 50k 2017 start line! PC: Brice Ferre

One of my favourite things about this race was being able to share the experience with friends. Pargol is a long-time runner and a pretty seasoned long-distance trail runner, having already completed a number of road marathons, 50k, 50milers, 100k and 100mile races. She had signed up for the Gorge as a “training run”, her goal race of the year being the Fat Dog 120 miler in August. Nadine and Marc were, like me, first timers when it comes to ultra-marathons, but had ran their longest distance at the Chicago road marathon a few months before. And Andrea, a former Vancouver FSRC member who flew in from her new home in Boston, also had some solid experience with road and trail races. Needless to say, I felt pretty well surrounded, not to mention of course Brice, who gave me all the right pointers without overwhelming me with advice or suggestions.

We arrived in Portland early in the afternoon on April 8th. Our group of 6 had found an AirBnB rental to share for the week-end, a comfortable house with a fireplace, about 30min East of downtown Portland, and 20 min from the finish line in Benson State Park. Brice and I headed there on Saturday afternoon, to check out the 100 km finishers. The day was grey and rainy and I was already preparing myself mentally for a cold and wet race.

Chatting with Lisa and Andrea at the start line before the race briefing. PC: Brice Ferre
PC: Jeff Pelletier
Brice taking our group photo, next to Jes, another friend from the thursday night Vancouver Running Company run group, who came to crew and cheer her boyfriend Eric. PC: Jeff Pelletier

On a training run a few weeks back, Nadine had come up with this mantra for the race “Fun, Focus, Finish!” to which I had immediately added ”Food, food, food!”. Indeed, we shared a pretty epic pre-race dinner, combining all things healthy and energetic in the form of quinoa, pasta, beets, pickles, avocado, yams, roasted chicken, greens, in other words a feast.
Then came the ritual preparing of the packs and drop bags, and the comparing and sharing of fueling options. I hadn’t had a lot of chances to experiment during my training, so I stuck to what I knew: Fruit 2 & 3  bars and maple syrup packets, both from Xact Nutrition. I also put Tailwind in my water, and packed a roll of chewable orange-flavored salt tabs (the only thing I hadn’t tried before). I decided to forgo any drop bag since Brice would be crewing me at the first two aid stations, and the last one (No Name, which didn’t have crew access) was only about 10k from the finish. Just before going to bed, Brice and I also drank a cup of warm water with Apple Cider Vinegar and honey, a concoction we had started to add to our nightly routine a few weeks back. Brice had read that it promoted better sleep and increased energy levels the next day, and it seemed to have positive results on him (I’m a pretty sound sleeper as it is, so I don’t know about the sleeping part, but i did feel pretty energized on mornings after drinking it).

Start Line at Wyeth Campground. PC: Jeff Pelletier

Finally, it was race day, and somehow I wasn’t feeling nervous anymore, I was just ready to go! We drove east on Highway 84, and I couldn’t have been more excited when the rising sun started to shine right in our eyes. Against all meteorological odds, it looked like it was going to be a sunny day.
We picked up our bibs at Benson State Park, then hopped on buses to take us to the start line, at the Wyeth trail head.

Start of the race, with Race Director James Varner in the foreground. PC: Brice Ferre

The five of us started the race in the middle of the pack. The trail ascends almost immediately in a narrow single track, so for the first couple of kilometers, we all followed each other and every runner in front of us in a somewhat tight a conga line. Right away the course started to deliver on its promise of scenery, the trail taking us along a ridge with wide open views of the Columbia River.

Foggy but sunny morning. PC: Brice Ferre
One of the many moss-covered boulder slopes that we got to run by during the race. PC: Marc Roth

After a couple of km, Pargol decided that we’d had enough of a warm up, and prompted us to start passing people. I led the charge and the five of us carefully snuck our way passed a couple dozen runners (the trail was still pretty narrow so we were careful to let everyone know we were coming up to their left and making sure to pass where there was enough room). Eventually the trail veered off from the ridge and into the forest, widening slightly and we were able to kick it up one more notch. On the first big down hill, I forgot all about my plan to take it easy in the first 30k, and just went for it. I might as well have had my arms up in the air while screaming “weeeee!”. I knew I was probably going too fast, but, in echo to Nadine’s mantra, I was having too much fun, and figured I’d slow down when I’m tired…

First creek crossing at the beginning of the race. PC: Lisa Stone

When racing I don’t look at my watch very often, but I like to hear it bip for each km that passes. Without keeping track of the actual number, every time it buzzes it’s a little boost that tells me “one more down!”. I wasn’t paying too much attention at first, but when I looked at my watch for the first time, it read 12km…I thought it was a bit odd, as I didn’t think I had ran that much, but I felt pretty strong, so maybe it was true…The first aid station was at mile 9, aka km15. By the time my watch displayed 18km, and no station was in sight, I figured something was definitely wrong with it. It’s common to have a bit of a discrepancy, even between people running the same course, but that was a bit much.

Marc and I had distanced ourselves a bit from the other three when we made it to Cascade Locks, the first aid station (we didn’t know it then, by Pargol had taken a pretty gnarly fall on rocks and ended up with a couple-inches wide gash in her knee, and multiple bruises… which of course, being the machine that she is, did not stop her from running the rest of the race and finishing strong). I think Brice was pretty surprised to see me at Cascade already, and I said to him “yeah I probably started way too strong”, but at that point I still felt great. I downed a maple syrup packet, half a fruit bar and a cup of water, and I was on my way. At that point my watch showed 20km, which was 5k more that it should have.

Brice helping me refuel and restock at the Cascade Locks aid station. PC: Jeff Pelletier

The next 15km went by pretty fast. Marc and I stayed relatively close together I think, and I also ran for a bit alongside Shamai and her trail pup Rosie, an impressive little dog who was racing her second ultra!
Brice caught me on camera at the bottom of another downhill, halfway to the Yeon Aid station (I think near the Eagle Creek Trail Head).

PC: Brice Ferre

After that there were a couple of sections that I ran by myself. My watch was still acting up and I tried to entertain myself by trying to extrapolate some sort of pattern for the kms it was displaying (if it showed 20km at the 15 mark, and 42 km at the 30 mark, what km will it show when I reach the 40 mark?) …But I’m pretty bad at math and after hearing it buzz two kilometers in a span of 2 minutes, it was pretty clear my watch had completely lost it. So I just gave up on it (it read 63km by the time it died, just before the last big hill, so around km 42ish).
On that section, we passed the first waterfall, an impressive sight when it appeared around the bend, rushing down and swollen from all the melted snow and rain from the last few weeks. Pretty awesome!

The official race photographer, Glenn Tachiyama, captured us in one of the most scenic spot, right after the first waterfall. PC: Glenn Tachiyama

Having kept a close eye on my nutrition and hydration, I was feeling in really good shape by the time I reached the Yeon aid station at km30. But in the last downhill, my right knee started to act up, sending a couple of sharp stabbing pain to the outside of my knee cap. It felt very similar to knee pain I had experienced a few years ago, coming down on some long steep hikes, which I believe had been related to tight hips and IT band.

Going into the race, I had my main “on-the-run” fuel pretty figured out but I knew I was going to need something slightly more substantial than syrup and fruit bar, if only to avoid my stomach from growling for the second half of the way. Avocado has never failed me, so I had prepared a container of cubed avocado, along with some sweet potato, which I dug into at that point (I would have loved to add some cubed mango to the mix, which combines surprisingly well with avocado, but couldn’t find ripe enough ones on time). I ate probably about half an avocado and a third of the potato. I could have eaten more but didn’t want to weight myself down and be slowed down by digestion. It worked like charm and I think was great to compensate for all the sugar I was otherwise ingesting.

Coming down to the second Aid Station, Yeons. PC: Brice Ferre

While I was doing some quick hip and hamstring stretches before heading back out (hoping it would make the insidious knee pain go away), Brice let me know that there was a 2 km stretch of paved road before going back onto the trail. That section was probably the toughest one of the race (for me anyways). I ran out of the aid station at a good pace, but the pain in my knee was slowly increasing and I felt heavier and stiffer. The sun was pretty high at that point, and I started to feel hot but couldn’t be bothered taking my merino vest off, knowing that I’d probably want to put it back on once I was back in the shade.

This is when the second part of Nadine’s mantra kicked in: Focus. I stared at the white line on the road for a few hundred meters, then I started looking up at the other runners in the distance, trying to make out how far I still had to go before entering the trail again. At that point I couldn’t wait for a nice uphill in the shade. That’s when Brice, who had driven up the road passed me, appeared with his camera. He later said that he was going to honk at me but refrained from doing so when he saw the look on my face. Still, I think I managed to muster a smile (always smile at the camera!). That’s the last time he saw me on course before the finish line.

I eventually made it to the trail head and left the asphalt behind, thank God! Pretty sure I have no interest on ever running a road marathon (never say what?). My knee didn’t hurt as much on the uphill and I ran the following portion fairly painless-ly I think, albeit slower than in the beginning. Eventually Marc (who I thought was in front of me) and Lisa, another Vancouver runner friend, caught up with me and we ran the next portion together, from km 35ish to 40 I think. We passed a number of waterfalls, and even ran below one, all of them a welcome scenic break from the task otherwise at hand. I was slowly fading, mainly due to knee pain rather than energy drop, and was grateful for Lisa being right on my heel, and encouraging me to keep going. She and Marc eventually passed me and I managed to keep up with them for a bit, until we reached the short downhill leading to No Name aid station. The pain came back strong and it became pretty clear to me at that point that I would no longer be running any downhill. After a quick 2 minute refuel at No Name, we headed back out again for the last 10-ish kilometers, which basically consisted of a 5k/1500 feet ascent, followed by the descent of the same.

The trail even took us behind one of the waterfalls. PC: Lisa Stone
PC: Andrea Zi

I kept going relatively steady in the uphill, but both knees were hurting now and slowing me down. Due to a washout near the last waterfall, the course had been re-routed to use the main paved path up the hill, rather than the usual trail. I didn’t mind it too much, it was probably easier to power hike on that surface than on a rocky and muddy trail. The gap between me and Marc and Lisa in front was growing, and eventually I heard my name called out behind me. Pargol and Nadine, who had ran smart and paced themselves in the beginning, were now catching up to me. As they passed me I hoped I could maybe keep up with them and stay in their wind. But Pargol had shifted to finishing gear, and was powering up the hill faster than I could. My heart sank for a second as I saw them get further away, but that’s when my watch buzzed and biped one last time, signaling me that it had now hit low battery and would no longer be tracking my progress. Instead of pace, it now displayed the time, which made me I realize that I was still one hour away from my target finish – my secret “If I feel great and somehow nothing bad happens” goal was to come in just under 7 hours, but that goal was long gone. With only 7ish km to go though, I felt like I could definitely make it to the finish in one hour, and hit my official target time, so that made me feel better about where I was at. And thus began the final part of Nadine’s Mantra: Finish.

Remnant of a very snow winter in the PNW. PC: Marc Roth

Eventually I reached the top and the final descent started. I attempted briefly to resume running, but my knees would have none of it. I might have even tried side-skipping (that worked for about 50 meters until the sharp pain came back again), and even walking backwards on steeper sections, which turned out to be both useless and potentially dangerous. So with that I figured “I’ll get there when I get there” and kept steadily hobbling down the hill, taking in the sun and the scenery. I had been pretty good at keeping up with nutrition, and I actually didn’t feel any fatigue or drop in energy. My spirit was in fact remarkably high, considering. A number of runners passed me on the way down, all asking if I was ok, and always I would reply “I’m fine, thank you for asking! Just taking my time!”. After a few more muddy and rocky sections, the trail, which was now going down in switchbacks, started to overlook a parking lot below. As runners were passing by, they were commenting on how much of a tease it was, seeing from above what seemed to be the finish while having quite a bit of ways to go still to reach the bottom. But Brice had warned me about the finish: coming off the trail, I would still have to run about 1.5 km between a lake and the highway, before entering Benson State park and crossing the finish. This was a pretty crucial piece of information for me, Mrs I-like-to-know-what’s–coming. So while I was eager to get to that parking lot, I knew it wouldn’t be quite the end yet.

Finally, I reached the bottom. The volunteer at the end of the trail welcomed me with a loud “this is your last downhill of the day, soon you’ll be downing pizza!”, and I replied with equal enthusiasm “Thank you, I couldn’t be happier to hear that!”. He directed me to go across the parking lot and through the underpass, and then there it was, that last flat stretch of gravel. Flat being the key word, my knee pain suddenly vanished and I proceeded to run at a good pace along the lake. Nadine and Marc both commented later on how long that last mile had felt, but to me it actually seemed incredibly short (After all, I was traveling twice as fast as I had in the last hour), and most of all I was feeling great. The trail curved to the left and into the picnic area and there was the finish line, which I crossed with the biggest grin on my face, partly because I knew Brice would be waiting for me camera in hand, but mostly because I was pretty fucking happy. I had just finished my first 50k trail race.

PC: Brice Ferre

The good thing when all your friends finish before you, is that they’re all there to welcome you at the finish line (that was my plan all along, mwouaahaha!). After high-fiving everybody and taking a moment to settle, I realized I hadn’t taken a look at the clock. Brice told me I had finished in 7 hours and 27 minutes. So 3 minutes short of my official target. Yeah! was my first reaction. Immediately followed by “Now where’s the food?!”

I honestly couldn’t have dreamed better conditions for my first 50k. Surrounded by friends, on a beautiful course, and blessed by sunshine all the way through.
The course was everything it promised to be scenery-wise (I thought). Ridge-running in the beginning offered really great vistas of the Columbia river, moss-covered, sunshine-drenched rocky slopes to run alongside, and of course, impressive waterfalls in the second half of the run.

It was a bit more technical than I expected. There were quite a few sections, mainly along the ridges, where the trail was pretty rocky and demanded quite a bit of attention to prevent any miss-step or ankle-rolling. The bad weather of the last few weeks had also resulted in a number of fallen trees across the trail, and some really muddy sections. There was even one portion where we had to climb up a rope to bypass some obstacle on the regular trail (I can’t quite remember why that detour was there, but Marc and I agreed that climbing that rope was one of the most fun part of the race :P). The race organizers had done a really good job at letting us know ahead of time, via email, what the trail conditions were, including photos, so there weren’t any surprises. They had also warned us about snow patches and higher water-levels in some of the creeks, but these last two were really not as bad as what we thought. Although all of this made the course slower for runners who might have hoped for a course PB or even just a faster run, I actually found all these obstacles a good way to keep focused, and not get bored.

Post Race cozy-ing up by the fire place… PC: Andrea Zi

Overall, I’m genuinely stocked about this first experience. And dare I say, pretty proud of myself for how I handled the unexpected. Pre-runner Melanie would probably have cursed at the course and hated the entire world when the knees started to give out, but I managed to chase away any negative thoughts about not being good enough and whatever else I would have come up with back then, and just kept trucking along with a smile. And for this, thank you doesn’t begin to express how inspired and motivated I am by Brice. Watching him begin his ultra-running journey 4 years ago and power through some pretty challenging and painful races, and always come out smiling and happy has really inspired me to push myself more, not be so afraid, and most of all, just quit whining 😛

Now what to sign up for next???

 

Thank you to Marc, Andrea, Lisa and Jeff for letting me use some of their photos, and of course to Brice, for not only being the best crew I could wish for, but also doubling as my unofficial race photographer and providing me with all the cool “action shots” :P.